Find You Here
It's Monday morning our time, I am sitting here on our front porch, and a cool breeze is blowing through. The birds are chirping, Aven is building tents out of leaves for the ants, and Ezekiel is next to me playing incessantly with his balloon. Every adoption process, I have found a song that just absolutely spoke to my heart. Typically I just happen upon them randomly. For Aven and Evie, it was the song "Oceans", for Brian, it was "You Make Me Brave" and for Jensen it was the song "Forever". I hadn't found my song for E until just now-- as he sits next to me with his joyful smile, quirky laugh, and peaceful demeanor. It played randomly, and tears fell down my cheeks as I listened to the words. It's perfect. You see, I walked into this adoption with SO much fear and anxiety. I left home last week to walk into the uncertainty of this process AGAIN. I realize it is all worth it-- every pain-staking moment, but I couldn't shake the
